GLOOMY SUNDAY MORNING

FUCK IS MY FAV EGLIESH WORD. It can be used as a noun, verb, adjective, adverd and gives out all your feelings which might rather take 2-3 adjectives. Whenever I try to meditate this is the only word which resonates in my mind.  Fuck Me!!! I have nothing better to do at this point of time on a Sunday Morning. Couldn’t sleep last night watched TV for the whole and nopes it’s not coz I love television it’s because my PC is crashed and can’t afford a new one till my next salary. Fuck me, this is one more reason for me to say Life Sucks. Anyways, I’m never short of reasons to say or believe Life Sucks!!!

Another most recent reason is changing of job at a wrong time when everyone is talking about recesion. Under hell lot of pressure to perform to show something nearthe target but no work is availble to do, how should I prove myself as a worthy employee.  Anways, I might be fired in a matter of few months. Fuck off, who cares! Well what did I say now, who cares. Lol, i’m fucking fooling myself. I care, coz no job can further ruin my already ruined situation. Oh, a lot of pessimism, my optimistic friends are gonna screw me, if they read this. Have faith, keep hope. These words suck big time. The only truth is end, my end and I’m looking forward to it.